Letter to nowhere...

I wanted to write the letter you'll never read...

I wanted to tell you still today I remember this

But what difference would it make?

Drowning in the ocean after a couple of years

I wanted to say it out loud but I'll keep it to myself

for the way I feel and mourn matters to nobody else

Today I wanna put a black rose on your grave

for every piece of shit your dirty lips said

I could have a glass of wine and say cheers for your lies

I could rise my eyes to the skies and say it's all right

you've taken more than I could ever have again

indeed it's good to know I cannot meet a worse pain

And today I wanna celebrate

for all the things you did, for all the things I felt

for turning me into the woman I am today

the one I had to be, the one that had to learn

the hardest way...